inspired

so, i feel a bit more free. finished all of essays..very badly. but they're done. i honestly fail to see the point of the essay. at least i chatted to kadir and pointed out that he should learn to scan read instead of carefully reading everything...it's so painful...it almost kills me what he tried to point something out to me, but i have to wait till he goes through the entire text...argh....

feel a bit more inspired. why? dunno. may be cuz it's sunny outside. thought up another random idea....l2ve...love 12. the idea is to print 12 postcards and use 12 days to send/give them to 12 different people. spread the love. spread the word. pray. simple. but will probably end up being just one of those ideas....but i can work and dream.

so today's photo is a little weird. actually i just love the colours and spring onion, ginger and garlic happen to be three of the most important things to cook with. just add a couple of dried chillies and sichuan peppercorns and it's complete. trying to train up my tolerance to chillies again. purely to stop my embarrassement when i go to people's house and have to ask for water cuz i'm crying over a piece of chilli.

so, inspiration isn't everything, but it's a start. i need something to focus on something desparately