dunno and don't care

i just wanna cry and die. not quite sure why.

work is so dire. there's no point of me being here, there really isn't. everyone else here is bored. that or stressed. salam is going on the polish dating website, kadir-god knows what and i'm on bbc iplayer watching apprentice:you're fired. oh, and pat was printing stuff about dissolving the charity. fantaastic. such a lovely place to be.

i just want to leave today. now.

i just need something to do. argh. there is absolutely nothing to do apart from trying to contact volunteers which does not work, unless they want to claim back money. haven't been able to contact this one volunteer, until i checked the mail today. yep, she wanted to claim back £100. great. it's not the money which is annoying, it's just how people pick and choose when they want to stay in touch. i'm not that horrible am i?.....