Wednesday 3 March 2010

i was very tired today. it was busy, stressful, but i learnt something. really i did. it's quite good cuz when you seek, you will truely find.

so, today started with me waking up to find that someone had broken into my car last night, when the car was parked at k's. can't believe that i didn't see it last night. i know i kinda have a 6th sense type thingy. i remember parking on the road and i said that it'll be fine cuz there's absolutely nothing that anybody would want to nick from the car. it's true. when i got back into the car last night, i just felt that it was a bit strange cuz the cd's were on the floor of the car, but thats all. this morning, i saw that the car door had actually been yanked. thank God that they didn't smash the window and didn't nick anything. mum said that it was scary cuz people might be in the car, talk about over reacting!

anyways, i was stressed, stressed about everything. but i sat down and realised that when i try to find God and actually do something about it, the devil tries to stop it. so i'm not going to let it stop me from doing my love dare. but God is good. there's so many things that are happening but God is giving me people to talk and share with. i spent this evening with Adriana. it was nice. we ending up going on the guardian dating thing which was hilarious. tomorrow, Lindsey is cooking for Wing and me. And, we had people turn up to the women's group which was an absolute miracle. that made my day, and i'm sure it was God's doing.

simple compassion devos- today was a bit strange because it was quite feminist. talking about how priscilla worked together with Apollo to serve. they used the word 'tentmaker'. it's kinda like a strange word. tentmaker. can i be one? Lord, everyday i am with many people, many muslims. how can i be a witness. i'm losing my rack at the moment.

pat was ultra stressed today, not sure why. i really don't know how to deal with it.....i'm scared that she'll leave cuz she's nearly done that so many times.


LD: what did i do today? took Nahro to work. bought chips for rizgar, kadir, gailan. spent time with Adriana and bought her pocky. i think that today was pretty successful! my head is full. how can i care about so many people?

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