empty

i feel sad.
why doesn't Jon like me? I really don't get it. What have I actually done.? I just don't get it

dream

my dream....
to open a coffee shop. not a normal one.sigh, I wish I knew how to start a business. Wish I had the potential to start one. I need some ideas:
name: Hearty Indugence
food:
breakfast-american pancakes, french toast, both served with bacon or fruit, chocolate croissants, yohurt' fondue' with fruit
lunch- bread, jacket potato, soup, noodle/pasta, cheese fondue, chips
dinner- fried rice, pizza, garlic bread, nachos
supper- classic English puds, ice-cream, cake, cheesecake, chocolate fondue, non-alcoholic cocktail
decor: sit on floor, take off shoes, candles
i'll never get there, but I can dream